I feel so shit right now and i don't know why. I just want to brawl my eyes out and cry agrhhhhhh. I don't know who i am. No one ever listens. I don't even know why i smile when the camera's on me, cause they're fake. People are fake. Girls are bitches. I doubt my dreams. There's something wrong with me. Friends are selfish. People are mean. I envy anyone with high self-esteem. This world is dog.

Can I just to fly to heaven now.