You know, I thought this year would be a turning point, maybe I would 'magically' be a changed person with improved study skills. I was certainly not practical. So here I am, at the end of the year, fearing that my chances of revival are now scarce. I am so scared that it might be Game Over and I don't want to lose. This is me: I do ALL the talking of hoping to become a somebody and then I procrastinate and do no Homework/Revision whatsoever. Yes, whatever. In fact, history is repeating itself as we speak because I'm doing it AGAIN- ranting.

I am so full of shit. I just want my dreams to come true.