Monday, August 30, 2010

Agron and Pettyfer

Dianna Agron and Alex Pettyfer taking a stroll down the streets after eating breakky. They are so adorable!!

January Jones's Emmy dress

January Jones's Emmy Awards dress inspired from the Queen of Pop infamous conical bra. The strapless Atelier Versace dress is to die for. My goodness it's gorgeous. I love how Versace used an old idea and incorporated it to make something so much more feminine and less provoking as the original bra. AGRHHH it's so so stunning


so went to the piercing and tattoo parlour in Noble Park with a friend to FINALLY get my cartilage peircing done! and it wasn't even painful though i was expecting the worse but hoping for the best. My peircing is size 8 but I was stuck on whether or not i should up the size to 10 but then the ring would dangle from the ear and look slightly dodgy..? yeah i don't know, but i was not willing to take that risk so yeah. But now i'm having second thoughts of maybe purchasing another ring(a size 10 and maybe.. a stud) so that i have a few options and can interchange between the three if i get bored, but i'll need to find a job first before any of this can happen! Overall i'm just glad i got this done outta the way. Anywho now i'm (sort of) keen to get second peircings which will be on the tragus.

Other than that, today i found out this guy has always thought i seemed pissed and is actually scared to approach me cause i look like i might punch somebody.. literally. RUDE! yes i have a problem, that problem is controlling my facial expression/body language but his assumptions are taken wayyyyyyyyy out of context and is melodramatic, which then makes him appear like a girl. No, but seriously it made me laugh. I guess I have a big problem because in society first impressions are apparently, everything. But, that's just one guy's opinion of me... well i sure hope so.

Friday, August 27, 2010

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Actually there are quite a few bitches you might need to hurt D.W

Sunday, August 22, 2010

I want to get off earth even if it's just for awhile.

The figures are wrong here, people actually don't care the living shit about you at all. I'm sure.
Note: maybe this just applies to me.
I feel so shit right now and i don't know why. I just want to brawl my eyes out and cry agrhhhhhh. I don't know who i am. No one ever listens. I don't even know why i smile when the camera's on me, cause they're fake. People are fake. Girls are bitches. I doubt my dreams. There's something wrong with me. Friends are selfish. People are mean. I envy anyone with high self-esteem. This world is dog.

Can I just to fly to heaven now.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Can't sum it better than this.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Random! Survey

What would you say is your worst flaw?
Impatient, nosy, shy, sensitive and ALOT MORE

How many times a week do you shower?
Every single day.

Would you say that people consider you a major flirt?

Name one of your hobbies?
ANYTHING OUTDOORS/Extreme sports, rollerblading, ripskating, eating, hanging out with frendz, trying on clothes, thrifting, going to Pet's Paradise, listening to music + MORE

What is your biggest worry in life right now?

If you could re-live one memory, what would it be?
I don’t think I could pick just one.

Do you give up easily?

What is your lucky number?

Which cousin’s are closest to your age?

Do you enjoy doing laundry?

Do you like hot or cold showers?

What is the weather like right now?
COLD and windy.

Are you happy with your relationship status?

What celeb would you want to spend the day with?
Oh my this is so exciting! but um i wouldn't be able to choose JUST ONE, but if i had to choose one it would have to be Ryan Gosling

What colors would you like to have at your wedding?
White and more which i don't know yet

What is your favorite color?
Brown, Beige, Orange, Pink, Yellow, Green, Grey, Navy

Do you drink?

Can you see any stars in the sky right now?
yeah :)

What are you craving right now?
Any flavoured Ice-cream! and MacDonalds

Describe how you feel right now in one word?

Who were you with when you last saw fireworks?
My Family and extended fams

Do you have any weird things in your room?
Probably but not one i can remember on the top of my head

What movie did you see in theaters last?
Dear John, yeah it's been awhile

Is the last person you hugged older than you?

What were you doing at 6:00 this morning?

What was the last reason you cried?
lol this was on Thursday night and it's because I watched 50 days of Summer and The Notebook . Man I love those two movies!

Are you currently looking forward to anything?
Yes! getting my peircing and new Ipod

The person you like comes up and kisses you, what would you do?
FREEEEZE. I seriously don't know

Is someone of the opposite sex on your mind?
No not really

What does your last sent text say?
I love you.

Last time you were truly happy?
A few years back :(

Its 2am and your phone rings, do you answer it?

Do you think age matters in a relationship?
To an extent… but i don't know seeing as i've never been in a relationship

Do you miss the way things used to be?

Think back to September, were you in a relationship?

Friday, August 13, 2010

Friday the 13th :)

Thank-You kind stranger, the world needs more people like you.

Thursday, August 12, 2010

History repeats itself

Im just so fed up for letting myself get to this place.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Girls are like apples.

Engine searched 'girls are...' and this is what appeared and was baffled at the sight when it read 'girls are like apples' and that's when I decided to search it up.
And this is what it came up:

"Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the
tree. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are
afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten
apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy.So the apples at the
top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing.
They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave
enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree."

So adorable. Just so adorable. kdos9I*UJ. Aw

Oh, and this is what came up when i searched 'girls are like telephone', this one is not as cute but prettttty true:

"Girls are like phones. We love to be held, talked too but if you press the wrong button you'll be disconnected!"

Saturday, August 7, 2010

My reality check.

This is what i watch to remind myself what i want to do in the future. This is my motivation.

Dark Days

I don't think i can fathom how i feel or am at the moment. Short and simple, i am a sadistic being, that's what i am. Sadistic.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Worst year? Year 12 by farrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Sorry if im being selfish but it hurts me to see you happy with other people because it reminds me of what we lost.


Our relationships define our indentity. From my experience I can't explain how important this phrase is...

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Stop with the lies and bullshitting, please.

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on, turned up so loud

That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like, to be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked, when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?

Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies

Well deep inside you're bleeding

You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Simple Plan- Welcome to my life

I know everyone feels like this sometimes... but really think about it before you rush to say yes. I know I feel like this almost everyday.

Monday, August 2, 2010


I've recently fell in love with Korean boy band 2Pm, specifically with Taecyeon. I want to marry him. Yup, him.